MARIYA

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話說昨天出門一趟後
跑去星巴克點了一杯他們最新口味的三種種類的咖啡星冰樂後

這幾天情緒完全跌到谷底
仍然記憶猶新我昨天一陣頭痛之外

最近很常作惡夢

甚至被驚醒或需要時間適應醒來空洞難堪的感覺

很難想像很多東西都牽連在一起

連我最近最愛看的Podcast也跟你牽連在一起...

 今天跑去按了取消~是我以往沒做過的事情

雖然不知道我會不會因為不確定感，而在近期想要回復原狀

Can you imagine that you stuck with something and cannot figure out how to help yourslef to get away from here?
It's like a huge hole where you fall down, and you don't know what happened to you.

就在我頭痛人不太舒服

對於很多對事情還很敏感、對未來自我的懷疑、甚至狀態不佳的情形下

知道今天的心情其實不太好

尤其今天無由來的特別強烈

I really appreciate that some people always suppose me and tell me some suggestion.

Even I know maybe it'll just be helpful for a short time, but some suggestion will be useful for the rest of my life.